work, work work

work is good and it's good to have work.........except when they screw you over the holiday like making you work thanksgiving, christmas eve, new years eve AND new years day! wtf! oh well, at least it's holiday pay!
yea, Nick is pretty great! I'm excited........yet still scared, but he seems great, it's really great to be able to get to know someone well before you really get to "know" them, lol.......so in a way it's good he's not here, but man I wish he lived here! haha, does that even make any sense?? oh well...
zack has been in my thoughts, he's being treated very unfairly and the US system should be ashamed of themselves. I'm going to do whatever I can to help him, but unfortunately theres note too much else I can do. Maybe I need to listen to my grandpa and "just take the kids and start going to church!" I probably need to
Life is good!

I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see. ~John Burroughs

Excited, scared.........maybe even nauseated!

I'll try this again, since it erased my first story!
so, I met a guy that I went to high school with. Nick is great! He's very nice, considerate, very cute, has sparkly eyes and loves kids...although non of his own. Haven't found his downfalls yet! lol I know I sound like a high school kid! lol We've been talking A LOT on the phone, he currently lives 3 hrs away but is trying to move back here. He's really great! I'm so scared but I guess only time will tell............

I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see. ~John Burroughs

Cry, cry, cry

I just can't stop. I'm so disappointed. I finally have a job and no one will step up and help me out. I thought about quitting, I thought about moving back to New Orleans, but I can't leave Anna like that, she's the only one who has really stepped up, now don't get me wrong, my mom and Jim deliver the kids where they are supposed to go in the mornings, but why is it so difficult for someone to watch the kids a couple of times a month so I can go to work? I really need to work.... I've never been this "stuck" in my life, stuck is one of Iva's favorite words. I have such a headache............there is just no one to count on, except Anna of course. I don't think things can get much worse at this point.
I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see. ~John Burroughs

Late Entry

Saturday Liz babysat the kids for me and spent the night, I was a little bummed, Jeremy's friend couldn't come over to their house, he had to work overtime. He told Jeremy he was pretty bummed because he thought I was pretty cute! But anyways, Anna, Jeremy and I had a blast just sitting in the dining room drinking and laughing...............good night
I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see. ~John Burroughs

Back to Work

First day of work today, my first time ever working at a hospital in Minnesota! It was boring, sitting through speeches and computer testing all day. The people are very nice so far.
Iva's first day of staying with Anna, she did well Anna said and even laid down for a nap for a bit. Grandma brought Ivan to school and picked him up and they went shopping until I got home. All is good. I tried to call Chelsea to see if she can watch the kids during my evening shifts, we will see. I really really need someone to step up and watch my kids! This is so stressful and plus stressing about my house in new orleans. I just don't have the money to support 2 households! don't know what to do, but somethings gotta give..................
I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see. ~John Burroughs

Just finished helping my mom decorate for a girls wedding reception, it looks beautiful! my mom went all out. Gonna go out tonight, well Anna can't get a babysitter so we'll probably just drink around a fire, hopefully doesn't rain....I wish my mom or Chelsea would watch the kids so I didn't have to pick my babysitter up, she's great but she lives 20 min each way from me. Oh well, I'll just have to bring her home in the morning.
Gloomy day, but nice temperature of around 65.

I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see. ~John Burroughs

When I wash Ivan about 10 pairs of pants over the weekend how come on Friday with only 5 days passing, he doesn't have any clean pants??!! Good morning already, yikes!

I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see. ~John Burroughs