Excited, scared.........maybe even nauseated!

I'll try this again, since it erased my first story!
so, I met a guy that I went to high school with. Nick is great! He's very nice, considerate, very cute, has sparkly eyes and loves kids...although non of his own. Haven't found his downfalls yet! lol I know I sound like a high school kid! lol We've been talking A LOT on the phone, he currently lives 3 hrs away but is trying to move back here. He's really great! I'm so scared but I guess only time will tell............

I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see. ~John Burroughs

Cry, cry, cry

I just can't stop. I'm so disappointed. I finally have a job and no one will step up and help me out. I thought about quitting, I thought about moving back to New Orleans, but I can't leave Anna like that, she's the only one who has really stepped up, now don't get me wrong, my mom and Jim deliver the kids where they are supposed to go in the mornings, but why is it so difficult for someone to watch the kids a couple of times a month so I can go to work? I really need to work.... I've never been this "stuck" in my life, stuck is one of Iva's favorite words. I have such a headache............there is just no one to count on, except Anna of course. I don't think things can get much worse at this point.
I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see. ~John Burroughs